Fighting a lost cause..

I dont know why but this always happens to me.

I am easily able to make friends, be pretty good decent friends for some time, and then, it all wears out. They just disappear. And not just with friends. This is happening with every person in my life.

I fight hard to keep in touch. Be active. I regret the friends I lost, coz I didn't follow-up, I just didn't care. But now, I try so hard.. And it isn't easy at all! I keep messaging, I call, I meet, I treat, but I make one mistake.. I expect. I expect back. Someone would do the same for me(?).

I wanted to write all this in some sort of story. Not in such a plain dumb manner. But no words come to my mind. Very unlike when hundreds of thoughts come rushing to my mind when I wait for message unanswered, a call missed, a meeting which did not happen.

But, for now, I am not going to give up. Am not gonna stop trying.
Tomorrow is another day, and am going to come back everytime with a Hi unless you block me! :)